Check Posts In Your Subconscious

Beyond the field of Love and Hate, there is a place, I have been meeting you there in your dreams. As unaware as you are, as lost as you are in the jungle of hate, surrounded by the thorny bushes of jealousy and revenge , that you have been blind to the presence of check posts, pointing to me and my hand reaching over to you from beyond the surface of your mind.

I exist in your subconscious, where ever you will go what ever you will do, I will be there with you, not as an enemy not as a lover, but as a surrogate, meaning well for you, gently turning you towards the mirror so you can see your reflection, the real you,  such amazingly beautiful you, a little you, looking up for a miracle you, waiting for the beloved you, needing to hold on so you can feel secure you, wanting a solid ground to stand on you, crying for the warm embrace and acceptance you.

Without revealing myself, I exist as the gravitational force among you, that prevent you from falling, that keeps you together with that significant yours. I am the other side of balance, that keeps you from tripping, your passion at one side and I on the other, see for your self, if you don’t believe me, cut me off and see how quickly your passion disappears. I am the glue between your object of desire and your desire, I am the energy that keeps the feelings flowing.

And yet I am no where near you. I am no one to you, I have no relation with you. I am meaningless to you, I am just another person in the crowed multiplied by zero.

Paradox , yes I am the paradox , I am needed by your subconscious just as much as I am Not needed by your conscious .

Believe me, now that I have seen the paradox, and understood it, I wonder, what would it be like, if the gravitational force is eliminated. But ironically that is not in my control. I am placed here by the higher force, The Source .

Understand who I am, who you are, How and why I am connected to you, See the real you underneath the conditioning of so many years of believing, what others have taught you and labelled you as, step outside your belief If you want to really meet yourself. this is your next check post. This is your next assignment.

Congratulations on graduating to next level you have already achieved the unachievable, in a very short time.

sign : Humble and Invisible me looking forward to seeing you with beautiful pair of white wings and free will.

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Locked heaven

Since ages, Since the beginnings of time when time had no meaning, She existed. And she had been doing one thing only  ,…  waiting ….. She sat inside that dark room, looking at the door, waiting to hear the foot steps. There was only one way to get out of that room, as only he had the key.

Every time she heard him coming, with every foot step, she felt the wave of life pass thru her, and as the foot steps came near, her heart began to beat one more time and always sang a welcome song for the beloved. It was his focused attention towards her that opened the door,  no key has ever been able to open that door, as key alone never worked.

When the door use to open, that dark room suddenly turned to valley full of wild flowers, over seeing the mountain range covered with tall ever green trees, kissing the blue sky which was mostly clear but every now and then there was cottony clouds making different smily faces.

In his presence she experienced the life, together they were able to decode many secrets, as if opening more locked doors, which were hidden in their hearts, she felt happy, Joyce, peaceful.

What is the use of a Key if it has no lock to open? He needed her just as much as she needed him. They completed that part of each other which was hidden from others. Painting each others heaven, showering rain over the yellow wild flowers with their love. Nourishing each others soul, growing and evolving together for their next birth together.

She is the water to his thirst, and food to his soul, He is the key to her heart, and her heaven inside, He is the colors to her emotions, wings to her intelligence and a reason behind her existence

I don’t know, If the key was needed for lock to exist, or lock was needed for key to exist, I don’t know if either was missing , the other would still be existing. I don’t know for how long she has been waiting for him to come, for how long he has been looking for her, i don’t know if there is a way to even know. All I know is …

He is the Key to the locked heaven.

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Sound Of Silence

Silence in me
Alive
And breathing

My very own
Nearest
And dearest
Closer to me
Than me, to myself

Like a mirror
Reflecting
My reflection
Written
In fine print
Meaning
Of my existence
© Asma Kareem