13 Aug 2022 Leave a comment
Vision without eyes
Is it wind, or am I breathing
A lightening strikes the tree, why do you make me so angry ?
That song I wrote, listen bird is singing it
My heart suddenly filled with sadness, So many tears, its been raining since morning
Soon it will be time to sleep, I close my eyes and Sun sets
Darkness spread all around and I find myself in mothers womb floating
~ AK
03 Sep 2021 1 Comment
in Uncategorized Tags: Life
Will it be darkness filled with red eyed monsters
Will it be thunder and lightening , perhaps flash flood warning
Will it be silence filled with screaming loneliness
an old lady sitting in the corner staring outside with empty eyes, holding a picture of her family
Or may be a free fall from the top of cliff with a feeling of last breath leaving the lungs
Will it be numbness , a body, a robotic mind just going on with life
Or it be early signs of spring, tiny daffodil leaf emerging from frozen ground
Perhaps one last meeting with you before we depart
what will it be ?
01 Jul 2021 Leave a comment
in death, Life, Memories, Pain, Sad, Uncategorized Tags: change, death, Life, Lose, Sadness
My heart use to be a place full of sunny days, where countless fragrant colored flowers bloomed all year long , butterflies’s heaven it was. Some days were cloudy as well, but clear as crystal , I could see for miles, those lush green mountains surrounding the valley that carried the sparkling blue water in its lap. A place where I could go and stay for as long as I wanted, full of clean fresh air, filled with oxygen .
My heart is now all foggy, it has the strange smell of mystery now, I can’t see too far, at night it gets even more dark. I am sure, someone else lives there now, I can hear the sobing, but since I can’t see , I don’t know who is that. At times it pulls me in, but I try not to stay for too long. Since you have departed and left me here on earth, my heart has become a hunted place.
~ Ak
24 Jun 2021 Leave a comment
in Uncategorized Tags: Lover, soulmate
I have been looking for you
Birth after Birth
Finally I have found you
I have been waiting
Anxiously , impatiently
Listen to the foot steps
She is approaching
That walk, the rhythm
Or is it my heartbeat
Pulsating in my ears
I am ready
Holding roses in my hands
Then she appears
Looks straight into my eyes
Turning me to stone
I can see her but can’t blink
I can hear her but can’t speak
I can feel her but can’t move
Her hands touching me
Every cell of my body vibrating
Chanting her name
My heart singing
Waiting patiently
for her lips to touch mine
Waiting the universe to explode again
Waiting to take birth again
Only this time we change the roles
She will wait for me
~ AK
01 May 2021 Leave a comment
” One doesn’t become enlightened by imaging figure of light, but by making the darkness conscious “
Carl Jung
10 Sep 2020 1 Comment
in Uncategorized Tags: Heart, Intelligence, Life, Love, One, Senses, Union, Wisdom
06 Sep 2020 1 Comment
in Beloved, Life, light, Love, Loving You, Sufi/Mystic, Uncategorized Tags: Beloved, Fragrance, Life, Love, Out of Mind, Wisdom
I can feel you but I can’t see you,….. I can sense you but can’t touch you, … your essence and your presence over takes me …, liberates me, from the shackles of this life …… You …. are everywhere.
Your face…. hidden behind all that my eyes see ,…. my thoughts, can almost touch your fragrance, but like the twinkle of stars, it disappears. the moment it appears.
I can hear you laughing in me, Smiling with me, and Hugging me gently by sending the warm wave through me .
I want to thank you.
Thank you for letting me feel this way, thank you for letting me see the angel looking back at me in the Childs eyes. for letting me have the wings, so I can be with the winds ….. and letting me hear the songs of mountains, and humming of Seas.
Thank you for letting me taste the sweetness of heaven and bitterness of hell. ….. and…. for letting me have….. the Gift of ” knowing” …. that let me see the Good and Evil, are two sides of the same coin, …. Coin that I hold…. in my hand.
aks
30 Jul 2020 Leave a comment
in Life, Love, Loving You, Uncategorized
Like two beats of heart, Like a breath In and the breath Out
Life Live in harmony , Dancing between, The Black and white, wearing the gray
Like two lips move to create the song, Like two notes kiss to create the music
Like the Sun and the Moon, Playing hide and seek
Light and Dark holding hands , walking together
Somewhere among the laughter and the tears
I am always thinking of you , You are never alone
Even if I am here and you are there
Even if , you are here and I am on the other side
AK
11 Jul 2020 1 Comment
in growth, Life, Love, Loving You, Pain, Sad, Uncategorized
All That My Heart Wishes For
You Are The One, all that you are
In This World, Apart From You
I Have None, I have nothing
If You Are Not Happy,
Then Go In Search Of Happiness,
I have you in my heart
Nothing More Do I Desire.
Hurting, In Your Absence
I Will Fade away, To Live In You.
Long Be The Day, Long Be The Night
Long Be Months And Years That Go By.
If You Do Love Someone Else,
and never Return back to me
Then Whatever You desire
May you get that
and may all the suffering be with me
11 May 2020 1 Comment
in Life, light, Love, Loving You, Memories, Uncategorized Tags: Life, Love, Loving You
My heart is still beating in that moment, when you placed your head on my pillow, your breath gently kissed my ear, warmth of your smile embraced me and light in your eyes, reassured me, that I am finally home.
AK
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