Waiting

24 Jun 2021 Leave a comment

by AKS in Uncategorized Tags: ,

I have been looking for you

Birth after Birth

Finally I have found you

I have been waiting

Anxiously , impatiently

Listen to the foot steps

She is approaching

That walk, the rhythm

Or is it my heartbeat

Pulsating in my ears

I am ready

Holding roses in my hands

Then she appears

Looks straight into my eyes

Turning me to stone

I can see her but can’t blink

I can hear her but can’t speak

I can feel her but can’t move

Her hands touching me

Every cell of my body vibrating

Chanting her name

My heart singing

Waiting patiently

for her lips to touch mine

Waiting the universe to explode again

Waiting to take birth again

Only this time we change the roles

She will wait for me

~ AK

Quote to ponder on

01 May 2021 Leave a comment

by AKS in Uncategorized

” One doesn’t become enlightened by imaging figure of light, but by making the darkness conscious “

Carl Jung

Loving the Lover

10 Sep 2020 1 Comment

by AKS in Uncategorized Tags: , , , , , , ,

 
As the distance shortened 
And knowing deepened
You took over
The Perception of my senses 
And
The Focus of my attention  
You have become  
The energy behind my intelligence 
And 
The Window to my wisdom 
You have appeared  
In every form
and in every non form  
awake or asleep
I am gently cradled by the song
sung by the Moon
reminding me
I don’t exist
You don’t exist
The Lover
and the beloved
 
Exists as ONE
                                                                  AK
 

Flip that coin

06 Sep 2020 1 Comment

by AKS in Beloved, Life, light, Love, Loving You, Sufi/Mystic, Uncategorized Tags: , , , , ,

I can feel you but I can’t see you,….. I can sense you but can’t touch you, … your essence and your presence over takes me …, liberates me, from the shackles of this life …… You …. are everywhere.

Your face…. hidden behind all that my eyes see ,…. my thoughts, can almost touch your fragrance, but like the twinkle of stars, it disappears. the moment it appears.

I can hear you laughing in me, Smiling with me, and Hugging me gently by sending the warm wave through me .

I want to thank you.

Thank you for letting me feel this way, thank you for letting me see the angel looking back at me in the Childs eyes. for letting me have the wings, so I can be with the winds ….. and letting me hear the songs of mountains, and humming of Seas.

Thank you for letting me taste the sweetness of heaven and bitterness of hell. ….. and…. for letting me have….. the Gift of ” knowing” …. that let me see the Good and Evil, are two sides of the same coin, …. Coin that I hold…. in my hand.

aks

I am always with you

30 Jul 2020 Leave a comment

by AKS in Life, Love, Loving You, Uncategorized

Like two beats of heart, Like a breath In and the breath Out

Life Live in harmony , Dancing  between, The Black and white, wearing the gray

Like two lips move to create the song, Like two notes kiss to create the music

Like the Sun and the Moon, Playing hide and seek

Light and Dark holding hands , walking together

Somewhere among the laughter and the tears

I am always thinking of you , You are never alone

Even if I am here and you are there

Even if , you are here and I am on the other side

AK

 

Love beats in the heart of Soul

11 Jul 2020 1 Comment

by AKS in growth, Life, Love, Loving You, Pain, Sad, Uncategorized

All That My Heart Wishes For
You Are The One, all that you are
In This World, Apart From You
I Have None, I have nothing

If You Are Not Happy,
Then Go In Search Of Happiness,
I have you in my heart
Nothing More Do I Desire.

Hurting, In Your Absence
I Will Fade away, To Live In You.
Long Be The Day, Long Be The Night
Long Be Months And Years That Go By.

If You Do Love Someone Else,
and never Return back to me
Then Whatever You desire
May you get that
and may all the suffering be with me

You are my life

11 May 2020 1 Comment

by AKS in Life, light, Love, Loving You, Memories, Uncategorized Tags: , ,

My heart is still beating in that moment, when you placed your head on my pillow, your breath gently kissed my ear, warmth of your smile embraced me and light in your eyes, reassured me, that I am finally home.

AK

 

Realization

10 May 2020 Leave a comment

by AKS in growth, inspiration, Memories, My Son's Poetry, Uncategorized Tags: , , , ,

In the purple and blue room

My gaze magnifies

The puddle clear with white ripples

Inward the mansions secret disguise

[ HK ]

Just another day

09 May 2020 Leave a comment

by AKS in Life, Notes From My Diary, Sad, Uncategorized Tags: , ,

It was a very windy day today, a little too windy for my taste, even the trees were complaining, as the flowers were trying to hold on to their branches, but wind snatched them away. Bird tried to stay strong, kept flying towards its nest, hoping to still find it in one piece. Most of the day passed, as I listened to whistling out side my window, at times it sounded like screams, especially when wind tried to break in to my room.

Finally, near the evening sun came out for just few min to say good night, and then disappeared behind the mountains, leaving that pinkish orange cloud behind. Night took the cloud and wrapped it around its shoulders to stay warm .

Tomorrow will be a new day, and I am hoping to see more sun and feel some warmth .

[ AK ]

Dying Ego

09 May 2020 Leave a comment

by AKS in Ego, Uncategorized

The crystal mansion shatters with might
 .
The sound filled with fright
.
A new statue emerges in sight 
 .
Its crystalline skin letting in new light
.
[ HK ]

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