Tea Party

29 Aug 2022 1 Comment

by AKS in growth, letting go, Life, Love, Memories Tags:

Preparing for the tea party, taking out the good china, that fragrant tea I ordered last week, pouring the hot water, taking the pastries out, finger sandwiches , decorating table, placing everything exactly where it belongs.

A guest will come, that unknown stranger, I know, my 6th sense tells me so

Waiting ………

Knock on the door , silence ….

Knock again …. but I am afraid to open the door

afraid to let someone come in , what if ? ? so many questions

afraid to open the door of my heart

afraid to have it broken

I can’t ….

but I want to

clock is ticking …. I peak outside

I see someone sitting on stairs, facing the other way

finally I open the door, that person turns around with a smile , get up, steps in

Close the door behind

Capturing my heartbeat

and

I let go handing over the key

Ak

Under contract

24 Aug 2020 1 Comment

by AKS in growth, Life, Love, Loving You Tags:

Looking out through that window on right wall of the room, I could see the beautiful cloudy but bright day. The street lined by those birch trees on both sides, and vibrant colored flowers underneath, they almost looked like stained glass.

The room had high ceiling , there were tall antique book shelves, filled with books on left wall.

Suddenly the door opened and you stepped in, sitting on the other side of that table, you looked at me and smiled without saying a single word. I do remember no words were needed , we just knew.

You reached over and picked up the pen, and signed that paper, which already had my signature.

Thats how we ended up in contract, to be born here, find each other, only to fall in love all over again.

AK

Love beats in the heart of Soul

11 Jul 2020 1 Comment

by AKS in growth, Life, Love, Loving You, Pain, Sad, Uncategorized

All That My Heart Wishes For
You Are The One, all that you are
In This World, Apart From You
I Have None, I have nothing

If You Are Not Happy,
Then Go In Search Of Happiness,
I have you in my heart
Nothing More Do I Desire.

Hurting, In Your Absence
I Will Fade away, To Live In You.
Long Be The Day, Long Be The Night
Long Be Months And Years That Go By.

If You Do Love Someone Else,
and never Return back to me
Then Whatever You desire
May you get that
and may all the suffering be with me

Realization

10 May 2020 Leave a comment

by AKS in growth, inspiration, Memories, My Son's Poetry, Uncategorized Tags: , , , ,

In the purple and blue room

My gaze magnifies

The puddle clear with white ripples

Inward the mansions secret disguise

[ HK ]