When the waves kiss the shore
I can hear your voice
Singing to me
When the Sun embrace the sea
And the sky turns orange
I can see my Reflection
Drowning In your eyes
AK~
Addicted to you
25 Mar 2021 Leave a comment
in Beloved, Love, Loving You, Memories Tags: Love
You
Like a
Sweet Nectar
Causing
Ecstasy
Pleasing
My senses
Addiction so strong
Leading to
Life threatening
Withdrawal
AK ~
Every second with every breath
15 Mar 2021 Leave a comment
in Beloved, Life, Love, Loving You Tags: Life, Love, worth living
You pulsate in my mind , with every heart beat, with every breath.
Like fruit existing in every blossom , even before we can actually see it grow, you exist in my thoughts, I know you are there but no one can see you, only I can enjoy your fragrance, in my being .
You have given a new meaning to the word Love, a unique, rare and immensely pleasurable feeling, just knowing you are there thinking about me too. It’s a life worth living no matter how difficult and hard, you make it easy.
Every second with every breath, I continue to fall …. and I know you will catch me … I continue to fall in Love with you .
AK ~
Scented touch
25 Feb 2021 Leave a comment
in Beloved, Love, Loving You, Memories Tags: Love, Memories
Parked in my driveway, I sat in my car
Holding hands with your fragrance
Long after you were gone
AK ~
Use that anger inside
22 Feb 2021 1 Comment
in Abuse, Abusive relation, Childhood trauma, Difficulties, Emotional abuse, Emotional black mail, Energy suckers, Human doormat, Pain, Stuck in relationship, Taken for granted, Unable to leave the relationship Tags: Abuse, Anger, Darkness, Hope, Pain, Suffering
My hands are bleeding
The rope is cutting through my skin
I am tired and my grip is losening
I can’t let go, I won’t let go
My eyes are closing
I think I am passing out
Its dark all around
No light, no help
Yes keep climbing
I can feel the cold dampness on my skin
the stench of something rotten
perhaps someone who was holding on
has finally given up
But I am not ready
I won’t fall
I ll fight till my last breath
You can’t take it away from me
Suddenly the anger awakens
And hands start to move
One after another
Let me out of this Hell
AK~
Scent Of Love
22 Feb 2021 1 Comment
in Beloved, Love, Loving You, Memories, Sufi/Mystic Tags: Feelings, Love, Mystic, Sufi
Why
Wouldn’t
My
Words
Be
fragrant
I have
Talked
To
Flowers
for hours
About
You
AK~
Loving the Lover
10 Sep 2020 1 Comment
in Uncategorized Tags: Heart, Intelligence, Life, Love, One, Senses, Union, Wisdom
As the distance shortened
And knowing deepened
You took over
The Perception of my senses
And
The Focus of my attention
You have become
The energy behind my intelligence
And
The Window to my wisdom
You have appeared
In every form
and in every non form
awake or asleep
I am gently cradled by the song
sung by the Moon
reminding me
I don’t exist
You don’t exist
The Lover
and the beloved
Exists as ONE
AK
Flip that coin
06 Sep 2020 1 Comment
in Beloved, Life, light, Love, Loving You, Sufi/Mystic, Uncategorized Tags: Beloved, Fragrance, Life, Love, Out of Mind, Wisdom
I can feel you but I can’t see you,….. I can sense you but can’t touch you, … your essence and your presence over takes me …, liberates me, from the shackles of this life …… You …. are everywhere.
Your face…. hidden behind all that my eyes see ,…. my thoughts, can almost touch your fragrance, but like the twinkle of stars, it disappears. the moment it appears.
I can hear you laughing in me, Smiling with me, and Hugging me gently by sending the warm wave through me .
I want to thank you.
Thank you for letting me feel this way, thank you for letting me see the angel looking back at me in the Childs eyes. for letting me have the wings, so I can be with the winds ….. and letting me hear the songs of mountains, and humming of Seas.
Thank you for letting me taste the sweetness of heaven and bitterness of hell. ….. and…. for letting me have….. the Gift of ” knowing” …. that let me see the Good and Evil, are two sides of the same coin, …. Coin that I hold…. in my hand.
aks
Under contract
24 Aug 2020 1 Comment
in growth, Life, Love, Loving You Tags: You and Me
Looking out through that window on right wall of the room, I could see the beautiful cloudy but bright day. The street lined by those birch trees on both sides, and vibrant colored flowers underneath, they almost looked like stained glass.
The room had high ceiling , there were tall antique book shelves, filled with books on left wall.
Suddenly the door opened and you stepped in, sitting on the other side of that table, you looked at me and smiled without saying a single word. I do remember no words were needed , we just knew.
You reached over and picked up the pen, and signed that paper, which already had my signature.
Thats how we ended up in contract, to be born here, find each other, only to fall in love all over again.
AK
The Secret
13 Aug 2020 2 Comments
in Life, light, Love, Loving You, Memories Tags: Life, Love
It was the first time I saw life
Looking back at me
With sparkle in its eyes
It was the first time
I heard Love singing to me
Song composed of geometric patterns
Beating in the Rhythm of Universe’s heart
It was the first time
I smelled your fragrance
I felt your warmth
The Joy, colored my being
Changing me forever
My Soul was at home
So comfortable in your arms
When my Lips touched yours
It was then
I understood the secret
Of existence
AK
Wild Flowers 