19 Jan 2026 Leave a comment
in Life, Pain, Sad, Uncategorized Tags: Feelings, Life
Recently I came across a stone, which had a heart shaped mark on its center . I looked at it for a long time, I wanted that heart to start beating , I wanted the stone to start feeling emotions, I wanted to show the world its not just hard stone, it has a heart filled with feelings, it feels pain and at times shed tears even if they are internal, but it never ticked even once
But it did show me, my reflection on its shinny surface
04 May 2025 Leave a comment
in Ego, growth, inspiration, Life, Memories, Wisdom, Your Thoughts Tags: Desire, Emotions, Existence, experiences, Feelings, Heart, Hope, Imagination, inspiration, Intelligence, Life, Mind, self, Senses, Thoughts, Time, Wisdom, Words
A drop of water from the well of my being …..
From the well of being, bucket of water was filled, and pulled up into my conscious mind. I sat there looking at the surface, ripples appearing and disappearing at periphery making many images on the surface of my mind.
I saw many faces so familiar to me, as if they are living and breathing inside me.
I am not sure if they were me or not, but i can hear them talking to me.
each has a story to tell, and I am part of their story. and they are all part of my story.
some times our eyes meet and we just stare at each other, not knowing what to say or how to say, but eyes can read the silence and so can heart . So I am hoping you are able to read me, even though i don’t say much .
AK
21 Jan 2025 Leave a comment
in growth, Life, Loving You, Wisdom, Your Thoughts Tags: Existence, experiences, friends, Loving You, Me, Nature
You are a colorful fragrant flower that still need to turn into fruit
I am that ripe sweet fruit that is ready to be picked up from the tree to enjoy
Ak
21 Apr 2024 Leave a comment
in Childhood trauma, death, Emotional abuse, Life, Memories, Pain Tags: forgeting, old age, Time, Trauma
Winding vine
Of morning glory
Trying to grasp as it climb
Holding on to my train of thoughts
getting lost
among the neurons
Only the shadow remains
Just few seeds
to start a new
AK
16 Apr 2023 Leave a comment
When I was in my 20’s, I use to wonder, how my life will unfold, 10 or 20 years from now. I had no idea about the ups and downs of life that was ahead of me then. After been through so much, I still feel there is a lot ahead of me yet to come, am I ready ? I don’t know, I guess no one is , but we are resilient beings and just keep going no matter what, like breathing, day after day after day, trying to stand up every morning from that bed, taking one step after another, splash of water on the face, looking into our own eyes in the mirror, staring and thinking who are you ? and what happened to me ? did I got lost somewhere along the way ……….
18 Mar 2023 Leave a comment
in Life, Sufi/Mystic Tags: Spirituality
I walk and I am tired
But I keep walking and won’t stop
All these unfamiliar roads
Strangers , unknown faces
Where am I ?
I don’t belong
I am trying and I will not give up
I hope and I believe
One day I will find
The Home
The way back to You
Till then
I walk and I ll keep walking
29 Aug 2022 1 Comment
in growth, letting go, Life, Love, Memories Tags: Faith
Preparing for the tea party, taking out the good china, that fragrant tea I ordered last week, pouring the hot water, taking the pastries out, finger sandwiches , decorating table, placing everything exactly where it belongs.
A guest will come, that unknown stranger, I know, my 6th sense tells me so
Waiting ………
Knock on the door , silence ….
Knock again …. but I am afraid to open the door
afraid to let someone come in , what if ? ? so many questions
afraid to open the door of my heart
afraid to have it broken
I can’t ….
but I want to
clock is ticking …. I peak outside
I see someone sitting on stairs, facing the other way
finally I open the door, that person turns around with a smile , get up, steps in
Close the door behind
Capturing my heartbeat
and
I let go handing over the key
Ak
01 Nov 2021 Leave a comment
in Difficulties, Life, Pain, Sufi/Mystic
I felt secure and safe within me
Roaming room to room
I got lost
Entered so deep within
Cant find my way out
Now its just me within myself
There is no one else
Sitting next to oil lamp in my heart
I talk , I listen , I reply
aks
23 Sep 2021 1 Comment
in Life, light, Your Thoughts Tags: action, Desire, Mind
What is planning ?
It’s visualizing in mind what we want . Every action start with vision, it’s the first and most important step to action. We see it, we plan it , we act on it, and its done .
The reward is the end product .
What is desire ?
Its the colors which paints the vision . Without desire, vision is just black and white, and don’t have much impact .
Wild Flowers 