Love beats in the heart of Soul

11 Jul 2020 1 Comment

by AKS in growth, Life, Love, Loving You, Pain, Sad, Uncategorized

All That My Heart Wishes For
You Are The One, all that you are
In This World, Apart From You
I Have None, I have nothing

If You Are Not Happy,
Then Go In Search Of Happiness,
I have you in my heart
Nothing More Do I Desire.

Hurting, In Your Absence
I Will Fade away, To Live In You.
Long Be The Day, Long Be The Night
Long Be Months And Years That Go By.

If You Do Love Someone Else,
and never Return back to me
Then Whatever You desire
May you get that
and may all the suffering be with me

You are my life

11 May 2020 1 Comment

by AKS in Life, light, Love, Loving You, Memories, Uncategorized Tags: , ,

My heart is still beating in that moment, when you placed your head on my pillow, your breath gently kissed my ear, warmth of your smile embraced me and light in your eyes, reassured me, that I am finally home.

AK

 

Realization

10 May 2020 Leave a comment

by AKS in growth, inspiration, Memories, My Son's Poetry, Uncategorized Tags: , , , ,

In the purple and blue room

My gaze magnifies

The puddle clear with white ripples

Inward the mansions secret disguise

[ HK ]

Just another day

09 May 2020 Leave a comment

by AKS in Life, Notes From My Diary, Sad, Uncategorized Tags: , ,

It was a very windy day today, a little too windy for my taste, even the trees were complaining, as the flowers were trying to hold on to their branches, but wind snatched them away. Bird tried to stay strong, kept flying towards its nest, hoping to still find it in one piece. Most of the day passed, as I listened to whistling out side my window, at times it sounded like screams, especially when wind tried to break in to my room.

Finally, near the evening sun came out for just few min to say good night, and then disappeared behind the mountains, leaving that pinkish orange cloud behind. Night took the cloud and wrapped it around its shoulders to stay warm .

Tomorrow will be a new day, and I am hoping to see more sun and feel some warmth .

[ AK ]

Dying Ego

09 May 2020 Leave a comment

by AKS in Ego, Uncategorized

The crystal mansion shatters with might
 .
The sound filled with fright
.
A new statue emerges in sight 
 .
Its crystalline skin letting in new light
.
[ HK ]

So many problems

22 Jan 2020 1 Comment

by AKS in Difficulties, Life, Love, Loving You, Note From My Diary, Sad, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts

Words we use to communicate, and sound they make, we all hear them, but they convey different feelings .

True feelings can’t be conveyed through words, they need time and action . I am here for you, I have been here for you, and I ll be here for you .

I like listening to you , I want to know what goes on in your mind and heart, I feel close to you when you tell me about your day, as if I have lived that day with you.

Life is strange, It keep throwing ball of fire at us, that burns our hands, one Problem after another, but we must catch the problem and carefully put out the fire, other wise it can burn our being, destroying us to ashes .

But

We will find a way, to that small serene corner, where we can sit under the shadow of Love,  amidst all that chaos and fire.

AK

Take care of yourself

03 Oct 2019 1 Comment

by AKS in Life, Love, Memories, Notes From My Diary, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts

There are several ways to show the love, other than saying I love you

Like taking care of yourself, So you can stay healthy and grow old together spending time laughing adding to happy memories

actions speak much Lauder than words .

 

 

 

Dark Corner

02 Oct 2019 Leave a comment

by AKS in Emotional abuse, Emotional black mail, Energy suckers, Human doormat, Life, Loving You, Memories, Note From My Diary, Recovery after divorce, Stuck in relationship, Taken for granted, Unable to leave the relationship, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts

Sometimes

I find myself

Sitting at the bottom

In that dark corner

In my Mind

Its cold

The floor is hard

Space is tight

Walls are old

Paint chipping off

Someone has scribbled underneath

But I can’t read what

I am trying

To get up

I want some light

Fresh air

A hand to hold on to

But I can’t move

Because I have no energy, no will

May be

I don’t care any more

[ AK ]

 

Alone

01 Oct 2019 Leave a comment

by AKS in Life, light, Love, Loving You, Memories, Note From My Diary, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts

Alone I came

Alone I lived

Alone I leave

But in between

Coming and Leaving

I have changed

When Love stamped and sealed my heart

Teaching it to beat

In the rhythm of Sun and Moon

The Universe appeared

In my Soul

Dissolving me

Into a memory

Pulsating

In the Mind of Infinity

 

[ AK ]

I ll still be

30 Sep 2019 1 Comment

by AKS in Life, Love, Loving You, Memories, Note From My Diary, Taken for granted, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts

When I am no more

I ll still be

In the warmth of Sun during the month of winter

Hugging you softly

Kissing your cheeks

And as you close your eyes

Because its too bright

You will find me sitting next to you

Holding your hand

And when you smile in that moment

Find me in the corner of  your Lips

[ AK ]

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