Doorway​

Keyboard is the doorway that let me out for fresh air. I, who like to stay within the walls of my heart along with my pain, I sometimes get suffocated when once in a while you come along and knock on my door, making me realize its been ages since I have stepped outside.  But now my eyes can’t stand the light, it takes a while before I can see all my scares and some raw wounds which have already gone infected poisoning me gradually taking me towards my grave.

Its easier to stay within the walls of my heart, where I can’t see what is happening to me, pain has taught me to become numb.  That is why,  you think I can’t feel anymore, and I am distant. Maybe I can’t let the door open, Maybe I am afraid to let you see me, or Maybe I am afraid to see my own myself , Maybe I will lose the strength to go on, and courage will be snatched away from me , You see pain is a ferocious beast with long sharp teeth and big claws, as long as I stay hidden and numb, I can still survive.

 

Spring 2018

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Heart of my feelings

Since the day

I met you

And got to know you

As the distance shortened

And knowing deepened

You have taken

The body of my thoughts

And

The heart of my feelings

You have taken over

The Perception of my senses

And

The Focus of my attention

You have become

The energy behind my intelligence

And

The Window to my wisdom

You have appeared

In every form

and in every non form

Whether I am awake

Or I am asleep

I Now am cradled gently

By YOU

To that Serene vision

Of you and me

Existing as ONE

© Asma Kareem
Oct 27, 2013

[ re sharing an old post with new title ]

Questions and Answers

So many questions
Who will answer ?

Just like questions, answers already exists within
And
within the question exists the answer

Just like within the answer exists another question

it’s a chain reaction that leads us forward towards the unknown
Until we come to know it …..

But

Don’t stop now …. Keep going …

Engraved Relation

When we form deep emotional relationships / connections early on in our life, they get engraved on the surface of our brain through the neurons, and then, no matter how hard we try we cant erase them.

But there is a possibility of forming a new image in the vicinity which can be more appealing to the minds eye and so we can learn not to pay attention to old image .

How ever the image remains and when we come face to face with those early relations, that old image light up like a full moon at night, leaving us staring at it quietly as we relive the old memories …

I now know, no matter what, I can not erase that image on your brain. So I might as well accept it, and move on .

My image on your brain will gradually fade away as the dust of time covers it , while the old image regain its colors, every time you talk to that relation, you polish the image making it shine more …..

Lots of things in life are beyond our control, and this is one of those things.

An Autumn day

Its one of those autumn days, cloudy, wet, windy, leaves are leaving the home , but don’t want to leave as yet, they are hugging the ground, resisting the winds hands, which is trying to carry them to their destination

Sky looks angry, its complexion has turned dark gray, may be its sad or may be its just feeling emotional today, that is why I see all those tears on the ground

I can hear the wind , it too don’t sound happy today, rushing all the leaves, pushing them to move

there are two bright eyes staring at me on the glass window, facing the pool , on my right side, they are the reflection of light from my living room

everything seems so alive today, breathing, moving , talking …..

Life goes on but …

Day follows the night
and night follows the day
Time flies and life goes on
But …
In between it all
comes Monday
thats when I get to talk to you
and suddenly it feels
as if
Life has become
New again .

Good Night my Love

Every night I hear her coming. she is very quite, she will come and sit beside you, without making a single noise, before you can be aware she will be sitting very close arms around you, intoxicating the mind with her sweet fragrance, she will take you by the hand and walk towards the bed room, ask you to get ready and come to bed … the moment you put your head on the pillow , she will kiss your forehead, and whisper in your ears, sweet dreams my Love

Her name is Sleep .

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