02 Oct 2019
by AKS
in Emotional abuse, Emotional black mail, Energy suckers, Human doormat, Life, Loving You, Memories, Note From My Diary, Recovery after divorce, Stuck in relationship, Taken for granted, Unable to leave the relationship, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts
Sometimes
I find myself
Sitting at the bottom
In that dark corner
In my Mind
Its cold
The floor is hard
Space is tight
Walls are old
Paint chipping off
Someone has scribbled underneath
But I can’t read what
I am trying
To get up
I want some light
Fresh air
A hand to hold on to
But I can’t move
Because I have no energy, no will
May be
I don’t care any more
[ AK ]
01 Oct 2019
by AKS
in Life, light, Love, Loving You, Memories, Note From My Diary, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts
Alone I came
Alone I lived
Alone I leave
But in between
Coming and Leaving
I have changed
When Love stamped and sealed my heart
Teaching it to beat
In the rhythm of Sun and Moon
The Universe appeared
In my Soul
Dissolving me
Into a memory
Pulsating
In the Mind of Infinity
[ AK ]
28 Sep 2019
by AKS
in Life, Love, Loving You, Memories, Note From My Diary, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts
Feels like it
It always has
Even when
You existed
In my mind’s eye
As a figure
A persona
An Impression
A fixation
Obsession
It is a confession
And then
Our roads crossed
And I saw
You
engraved in my eyes
Reflected
In my own reflection
It was
It is
It always will
Meant to be
[ AK ]
24 Nov 2018
by AKS
in Difficulties, Life, Sad, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts
This morning I saw a tiny little cute bird, it is known as Chickadee, came over to eat the breakfast of small seeds, and perhaps it was taking some in its beak for the partner or to save for winter, but then …..
Another Pray bird came as chickadee was leaving, knocked down the small bird, grabbed it in its claws and flew away to have the breakfast.

22 Nov 2017
by AKS
in Love, Loving You, Memories, Sufi/Mystic, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts
Tags: Feelings, friends, Life, Love, Me, self, Union
Since the day
I met you
And got to know you
As the distance shortened
And knowing deepened
You have taken
The body of my thoughts
And
The heart of my feelings
You have taken over
The Perception of my senses
And
The Focus of my attention
You have become
The energy behind my intelligence
And
The Window to my wisdom
You have appeared
In every form
and in every non form
Whether I am awake
Or I am asleep
I Now am cradled gently
By YOU
To that Serene vision
Of you and me
Existing as ONE
© Asma Kareem
Oct 27, 2013
[ re sharing an old post with new title ]
22 Nov 2017
by AKS
in light, Sufi/Mystic, Your Thoughts
Tags: Angel, Choices, Creation, Darkness, Devil, duality, Existence, God, Life, light, Living, Nature, prayer, self, Understanding, Yin and Yang
Life came into being when light and dark were separated
and so our realm is based on duality
Every thing was created in pairs
Yin and Yang
Opposite and yet they are incomplete without each other
feminin and masculine
How can we perceive light if we don’t acknowledge the darkness ?
How can we know the light if we don’t know the darkness ?
How can we appreciate the light if we don’t understand the darkness ?
Why we see so much darkness around ?
Perhaps … so we can make a choice towards light
Light … that enlightens the Soul
22 Nov 2017
by AKS
in Uncategorized, Your Thoughts
Tags: Action and reaction, Mind, Philosophy, Thinking, Thoughts
So many questions
Who will answer ?
Just like questions, answers already exists within
And
within the question exists the answer
Just like within the answer exists another question
it’s a chain reaction that leads us forward towards the unknown
Until we come to know it …..
But
Don’t stop now …. Keep going …
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