I can feel you but I can’t see you,….. I can sense you but can’t touch you, … your essence and your presence over takes me …, liberates me, from the shackles of this life …… You …. are everywhere.
Your face…. hidden behind all that my eyes see ,…. my thoughts, can almost touch your fragrance, but like the twinkle of stars, it disappears. the moment it appears.
I can hear you laughing in me, Smiling with me, and Hugging me gently by sending the warm wave through me .
I want to thank you.
Thank you for letting me feel this way, thank you for letting me see the angel looking back at me in the Childs eyes. for letting me have the wings, so I can be with the winds ….. and letting me hear the songs of mountains, and humming of Seas.
Thank you for letting me taste the sweetness of heaven and bitterness of hell. ….. and…. for letting me have….. the Gift of ” knowing” …. that let me see the Good and Evil, are two sides of the same coin, …. Coin that I hold…. in my hand.
Looking out through that window on right wall of the room, I could see the beautiful cloudy but bright day. The street lined by those birch trees on both sides, and vibrant colored flowers underneath, they almost looked like stained glass.
The room had high ceiling , there were tall antique book shelves, filled with books on left wall.
Suddenly the door opened and you stepped in, sitting on the other side of that table, you looked at me and smiled without saying a single word. I do remember no words were needed , we just knew.
You reached over and picked up the pen, and signed that paper, which already had my signature.
Thats how we ended up in contract, to be born here, find each other, only to fall in love all over again.
All That My Heart Wishes For You Are The One, all that you are In This World, Apart From You I Have None, I have nothing
If You Are Not Happy,
Then Go In Search Of Happiness,
I have you in my heart
Nothing More Do I Desire.
Hurting, In Your Absence
I Will Fade away, To Live In You.
Long Be The Day, Long Be The Night
Long Be Months And Years That Go By.
If You Do Love Someone Else,
and never Return back to me
Then Whatever You desire
May you get that
and may all the suffering be with me
My heart is still beating in that moment, when you placed your head on my pillow, your breath gently kissed my ear, warmth of your smile embraced me and light in your eyes, reassured me, that I am finally home.
It was a very windy day today, a little too windy for my taste, even the trees were complaining, as the flowers were trying to hold on to their branches, but wind snatched them away. Bird tried to stay strong, kept flying towards its nest, hoping to still find it in one piece. Most of the day passed, as I listened to whistling out side my window, at times it sounded like screams, especially when wind tried to break in to my room.
Finally, near the evening sun came out for just few min to say good night, and then disappeared behind the mountains, leaving that pinkish orange cloud behind. Night took the cloud and wrapped it around its shoulders to stay warm .
Tomorrow will be a new day, and I am hoping to see more sun and feel some warmth .
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