Dying Ego
09 May 2020 Leave a comment
in Ego, Uncategorized
So many problems
22 Jan 2020 1 Comment
in Difficulties, Life, Love, Loving You, Note From My Diary, Sad, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts
Words we use to communicate, and sound they make, we all hear them, but they convey different feelings .
True feelings can’t be conveyed through words, they need time and action . I am here for you, I have been here for you, and I ll be here for you .
I like listening to you , I want to know what goes on in your mind and heart, I feel close to you when you tell me about your day, as if I have lived that day with you.
Life is strange, It keep throwing ball of fire at us, that burns our hands, one Problem after another, but we must catch the problem and carefully put out the fire, other wise it can burn our being, destroying us to ashes .
But
We will find a way, to that small serene corner, where we can sit under the shadow of Love, amidst all that chaos and fire.
AK
Take care of yourself
03 Oct 2019 1 Comment
in Life, Love, Memories, Notes From My Diary, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts
There are several ways to show the love, other than saying I love you
Like taking care of yourself, So you can stay healthy and grow old together spending time laughing adding to happy memories
actions speak much Lauder than words .
Dark Corner
02 Oct 2019 Leave a comment
in Emotional abuse, Emotional black mail, Energy suckers, Human doormat, Life, Loving You, Memories, Note From My Diary, Recovery after divorce, Stuck in relationship, Taken for granted, Unable to leave the relationship, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts
Sometimes
I find myself
Sitting at the bottom
In that dark corner
In my Mind
Its cold
The floor is hard
Space is tight
Walls are old
Paint chipping off
Someone has scribbled underneath
But I can’t read what
I am trying
To get up
I want some light
Fresh air
A hand to hold on to
But I can’t move
Because I have no energy, no will
May be
I don’t care any more
[ AK ]
Alone
01 Oct 2019 Leave a comment
in Life, light, Love, Loving You, Memories, Note From My Diary, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts
Alone I came
Alone I lived
Alone I leave
But in between
Coming and Leaving
I have changed
When Love stamped and sealed my heart
Teaching it to beat
In the rhythm of Sun and Moon
The Universe appeared
In my Soul
Dissolving me
Into a memory
Pulsating
In the Mind of Infinity
[ AK ]
I ll still be
30 Sep 2019 1 Comment
in Life, Love, Loving You, Memories, Note From My Diary, Taken for granted, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts
When I am no more
I ll still be
In the warmth of Sun during the month of winter
Hugging you softly
Kissing your cheeks
And as you close your eyes
Because its too bright
You will find me sitting next to you
Holding your hand
And when you smile in that moment
Find me in the corner of your Lips
[ AK ]
In a Nutshell
29 Sep 2019 Leave a comment
in Life, Love, Loving You, Note From My Diary, Photos to inspire, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts
Me + you = Breath + heart x Life
Me – you = Breath + heart x emptiness

Meant to be
28 Sep 2019 Leave a comment
in Life, Love, Loving You, Memories, Note From My Diary, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts
Feels like it
It always has
Even when
You existed
In my mind’s eye
As a figure
A persona
An Impression
A fixation
Obsession
It is a confession
And then
Our roads crossed
And I saw
You
engraved in my eyes
Reflected
In my own reflection
It was
It is
It always will
Meant to be
[ AK ]
Graduation 2019
18 May 2019 Leave a comment
Time has a tendency to repeat itself over and over, just like seasons. Flower bloom full of fragrance attract butterflies and bees, then turn into seeds to bloom again.
You have turned into a beautiful flower, may the fragrance of peace and tranquility fills your heart, may the butterfly of success find you, and the bee will come when its time.
Congratulations to my precious daughter
Survival
24 Nov 2018 Leave a comment
in Difficulties, Life, Sad, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts
This morning I saw a tiny little cute bird, it is known as Chickadee, came over to eat the breakfast of small seeds, and perhaps it was taking some in its beak for the partner or to save for winter, but then …..
Another Pray bird came as chickadee was leaving, knocked down the small bird, grabbed it in its claws and flew away to have the breakfast.

