29 Dec 2025 Leave a comment
in Difficulties, Pain, Sad Tags: Darkness, Depression, foggy, gloomy, Life, Pain
I never invited you
Why you keep. Knocking on the door?
I feel the dread when I hear your foot steps
As if a demonic shadow inside me waking up
I don’t want to be possessed by a demon
I don’t want to lose myself
I feel like chocking as if I am drowning
Somebody save me , anyone
Pull me out of this darkness
Its so foggy I cant see anything
I am falling deeper and deeper
I might get lost in a place of no return
Someone help me
I don’t want to open the door
29 Dec 2025 Leave a comment
in Difficulties, Pain, Sad Tags: Cloudy, Darkness, Depression, Fog, Life, Pain
I never invited you
Why you keep. Knocking on the door?
I feel the dread when I hear your foot steps
As if a demonic shadow inside me waking up
I don’t want to be possessed by a demon
I don’t want to lose myself
I feel like chocking as if I am drowning
Somebody save me , anyone
Pull me out of this darkness
Its so foggy I cant see anything
I am falling deeper and deeper
I might get lost in a place of no return
Someone help me
I don’t want to open the door
22 Feb 2021 1 Comment
in Abuse, Abusive relation, Childhood trauma, Difficulties, Emotional abuse, Emotional black mail, Energy suckers, Human doormat, Pain, Stuck in relationship, Taken for granted, Unable to leave the relationship Tags: Abuse, Anger, Darkness, Hope, Pain, Suffering
My hands are bleeding
The rope is cutting through my skin
I am tired and my grip is losening
I can’t let go, I won’t let go
My eyes are closing
I think I am passing out
Its dark all around
No light, no help
Yes keep climbing
I can feel the cold dampness on my skin
the stench of something rotten
perhaps someone who was holding on
has finally given up
But I am not ready
I won’t fall
I ll fight till my last breath
You can’t take it away from me
Suddenly the anger awakens
And hands start to move
One after another
Let me out of this Hell
AK~
Wild Flowers 