04 May 2025
by AKS
in Ego, growth, inspiration, Life, Memories, Wisdom, Your Thoughts
Tags: Desire, Emotions, Existence, experiences, Feelings, Heart, Hope, Imagination, inspiration, Intelligence, Life, Mind, self, Senses, Thoughts, Time, Wisdom, Words
A drop of water from the well of my being …..
From the well of being, bucket of water was filled, and pulled up into my conscious mind. I sat there looking at the surface, ripples appearing and disappearing at periphery making many images on the surface of my mind.
I saw many faces so familiar to me, as if they are living and breathing inside me.
I am not sure if they were me or not, but i can hear them talking to me.
each has a story to tell, and I am part of their story. and they are all part of my story.
some times our eyes meet and we just stare at each other, not knowing what to say or how to say, but eyes can read the silence and so can heart . So I am hoping you are able to read me, even though i don’t say much .
AK
02 Feb 2025
by AKS
in Abuse, Abusive relation, Emotional abuse, Energy suckers, Pain
Tags: Emotions, Feelings, Heart, Life, Time
Usually time pass by paying no heed to anything or anyone, but that day, it stopped for a second, looked at me and started laughing pointing its finger towards me, saying, you are so stupid, don’t you know , never share your feelings with anyone, now that you have made the mistake , you will be punished .
I was sitting in my chair looking outside , trying to make sense of what was going on, suddenly, time started to wrap it self around my heart, squeezing it, I felt suffocated unable to breath, I don’t know how long it continued, I felt at mercy of time, finally time let go of my heart.
I know now, to be extra careful, no one is worthy of trust. People want what they want and once taken they move on. If you let them enter your heart, they will enter with dirty shows and then blame you of being dirty .
Ak
14 May 2023
by AKS
in Love
Tags: Beloved, Feelings, fresh air, Joy, Loving You, Spring
It has been cloudy since morning, hiding the sky, spreading the silver concealing the blues, every now and then showering their mercy on tulip bulbs, who are trying to break free due to arrival of spring .
White Daffodils standing still in meditation, as if in communion with their Eternal essence in silence. The fragrance of Lilac flowers intoxicating the air , awakening the hidden memories, I can almost smell your scent on my skin .
03 Jan 2022
by AKS
in Love, Loving You
Tags: Depression, Difficulties, Feelings, Love
I Love you in all forms
In all shades of time
Night or Day, Spring or Fall
But I love you more
When you are alone and in despair
Then your heart is fully open
And you are most vulnerable
In that moment I feel closest to you
Aks
22 Nov 2017
by AKS
in Love, Loving You, Memories, Sufi/Mystic, Uncategorized, Your Thoughts
Tags: Feelings, friends, Life, Love, Me, self, Union
Since the day
I met you
And got to know you
As the distance shortened
And knowing deepened
You have taken
The body of my thoughts
And
The heart of my feelings
You have taken over
The Perception of my senses
And
The Focus of my attention
You have become
The energy behind my intelligence
And
The Window to my wisdom
You have appeared
In every form
and in every non form
Whether I am awake
Or I am asleep
I Now am cradled gently
By YOU
To that Serene vision
Of you and me
Existing as ONE
© Asma Kareem
Oct 27, 2013
[ re sharing an old post with new title ]
20 Nov 2017
by AKS
in Love, Loving You, Memories, Sad, Stuck in relationship, Uncategorized
Tags: Existence, experiences, Feelings, friends, Learning, Life, Me, self
When we form deep emotional relationships / connections early on in our life, they get engraved on the surface of our brain through the neurons, and then, no matter how hard we try we cant erase them.
But there is a possibility of forming a new image in the vicinity which can be more appealing to the minds eye and so we can learn not to pay attention to old image .
How ever the image remains and when we come face to face with those early relations, that old image light up like a full moon at night, leaving us staring at it quietly as we relive the old memories …
I now know, no matter what, I can not erase that image on your brain. So I might as well accept it, and move on .
My image on your brain will gradually fade away as the dust of time covers it , while the old image regain its colors, every time you talk to that relation, you polish the image making it shine more …..
Lots of things in life are beyond our control, and this is one of those things.
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