Drop of water

04 May 2025 Leave a comment

by AKS in Ego, growth, inspiration, Life, Memories, Wisdom, Your Thoughts Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

A drop of water from the well of my being …..

  From the well of being, bucket of water was filled, and pulled up into my conscious mind. I sat there looking at the surface, ripples appearing and disappearing at periphery making many images on the surface of my mind.

I saw many faces so familiar to me, as if they are living and breathing inside me. 

I am not sure if they were me or not, but i can hear them talking to me. 

each has a story to tell, and I am part of their story. and they are all part of my story. 

some times our eyes meet and we just stare at each other, not knowing what to say or how to say, but eyes can read the silence and so can heart . So I am hoping you are able to read me, even though i don’t say much .

AK

Is that you?

26 Jun 2021 1 Comment

by AKS in Sufi/Mystic Tags: , , ,

Reflecting on dew drops

Hidden between the rain drops

unfolding in fragrance of rose

Is that you I feel on my finger tips when I touch

the velvety softness of Petals

The colors of sunset, painting my vision

Is that you I hear

Moonlight whispering in my ears

Song of Birds

Lullaby of stream pulls me towards it self

Is that you

Or

I have gone mad

Why does this madness taste so sweet

Even when I break into million pieces

And sadness squeeze my neck

I struggle for breath

The heartache takes over

You sit with me and feel my pain

Tenderly you hold me

remind me, there is tomorrow

It will be alright, its just temporary

Nothing remains, everything changes

So will the sorrow the pain

Its Burning inside , let it burn

Burn it all, to ashes

Its all an illusion

You will remain , you are eternal

~ Ak

Use that anger inside

22 Feb 2021 1 Comment

by AKS in Abuse, Abusive relation, Childhood trauma, Difficulties, Emotional abuse, Emotional black mail, Energy suckers, Human doormat, Pain, Stuck in relationship, Taken for granted, Unable to leave the relationship Tags: , , , , ,

My hands are bleeding

The rope is cutting through my skin

I am tired and my grip is losening

I can’t let go, I won’t let go

My eyes are closing

I think I am passing out

Its dark all around

No light, no help

Yes keep climbing

I can feel the cold dampness on my skin

the stench of something rotten

perhaps someone who was holding on

has finally given up

But I am not ready

I won’t fall

I ll fight till my last breath

You can’t take it away from me

Suddenly the anger awakens

And hands start to move

One after another

Let me out of this Hell

AK~