I can feel you but I can’t see you,….. I can sense you but can’t touch you, … your essence and your presence over takes me …, liberates me, from the shackles of this life …… You …. are everywhere.
Your face…. hidden behind all that my eyes see ,…. my thoughts, can almost touch your fragrance, but like the twinkle of stars, it disappears. the moment it appears.
I can hear you laughing in me, Smiling with me, and Hugging me gently by sending the warm wave through me .
I want to thank you.
Thank you for letting me feel this way, thank you for letting me see the angel looking back at me in the Childs eyes. for letting me have the wings, so I can be with the winds ….. and letting me hear the songs of mountains, and humming of Seas.
Thank you for letting me taste the sweetness of heaven and bitterness of hell. ….. and…. for letting me have….. the Gift of ” knowing” …. that let me see the Good and Evil, are two sides of the same coin, …. Coin that I hold…. in my hand.
My heart is still beating in that moment, when you placed your head on my pillow, your breath gently kissed my ear, warmth of your smile embraced me and light in your eyes, reassured me, that I am finally home.
It was a very windy day today, a little too windy for my taste, even the trees were complaining, as the flowers were trying to hold on to their branches, but wind snatched them away. Bird tried to stay strong, kept flying towards its nest, hoping to still find it in one piece. Most of the day passed, as I listened to whistling out side my window, at times it sounded like screams, especially when wind tried to break in to my room.
Finally, near the evening sun came out for just few min to say good night, and then disappeared behind the mountains, leaving that pinkish orange cloud behind. Night took the cloud and wrapped it around its shoulders to stay warm .
Tomorrow will be a new day, and I am hoping to see more sun and feel some warmth .
Life came into being when light and dark were separated
and so our realm is based on duality
Every thing was created in pairs
Yin and Yang
Opposite and yet they are incomplete without each other
feminin and masculine
How can we perceive light if we don’t acknowledge the darkness ?
How can we know the light if we don’t know the darkness ?
How can we appreciate the light if we don’t understand the darkness ?
When we form deep emotional relationships / connections early on in our life, they get engraved on the surface of our brain through the neurons, and then, no matter how hard we try we cant erase them.
But there is a possibility of forming a new image in the vicinity which can be more appealing to the minds eye and so we can learn not to pay attention to old image .
How ever the image remains and when we come face to face with those early relations, that old image light up like a full moon at night, leaving us staring at it quietly as we relive the old memories …
I now know, no matter what, I can not erase that image on your brain. So I might as well accept it, and move on .
My image on your brain will gradually fade away as the dust of time covers it , while the old image regain its colors, every time you talk to that relation, you polish the image making it shine more …..
Lots of things in life are beyond our control, and this is one of those things.
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