Is that you?

26 Jun 2021 1 Comment

by AKS in Sufi/Mystic Tags: , , ,

Reflecting on dew drops

Hidden between the rain drops

unfolding in fragrance of rose

Is that you I feel on my finger tips when I touch

the velvety softness of Petals

The colors of sunset, painting my vision

Is that you I hear

Moonlight whispering in my ears

Song of Birds

Lullaby of stream pulls me towards it self

Is that you

Or

I have gone mad

Why does this madness taste so sweet

Even when I break into million pieces

And sadness squeeze my neck

I struggle for breath

The heartache takes over

You sit with me and feel my pain

Tenderly you hold me

remind me, there is tomorrow

It will be alright, its just temporary

Nothing remains, everything changes

So will the sorrow the pain

Its Burning inside , let it burn

Burn it all, to ashes

Its all an illusion

You will remain , you are eternal

~ Ak

Waiting

24 Jun 2021 Leave a comment

by AKS in Uncategorized Tags: ,

I have been looking for you

Birth after Birth

Finally I have found you

I have been waiting

Anxiously , impatiently

Listen to the foot steps

She is approaching

That walk, the rhythm

Or is it my heartbeat

Pulsating in my ears

I am ready

Holding roses in my hands

Then she appears

Looks straight into my eyes

Turning me to stone

I can see her but can’t blink

I can hear her but can’t speak

I can feel her but can’t move

Her hands touching me

Every cell of my body vibrating

Chanting her name

My heart singing

Waiting patiently

for her lips to touch mine

Waiting the universe to explode again

Waiting to take birth again

Only this time we change the roles

She will wait for me

~ AK

Quote to ponder on

01 May 2021 Leave a comment

by AKS in Uncategorized

” One doesn’t become enlightened by imaging figure of light, but by making the darkness conscious “

Carl Jung

You and Me

01 Apr 2021 2 Comments

by AKS in Beloved, Love, Loving You Tags: , , ,

If you are the sea

and waves are your feelings

Then

I want to be

the boat

touching you

tenderly as I float

.

If you are the autumn

Then

I want to be

the empty bench

watching you take off

the orange dress

.

If I am the reed

in your hands

Then

I want you to kiss me

touching me with your lips

so I can let the world know

how sweet is your breath

.

If you are a mirror

Then

I want to be the reflection

appearing in your eyes

.

If I am a daisy

In an open field, under the sky

Then

I want you to be the rain

pouring on me

soaking me wet

fertilizing my roots

.

And if I am the blossom tree

Then

I want you to stand under me

so I can wrap you in my fragrance

decorating your hair with my blossoms

.

And if I am Love

I want to reside in your heart

cradling your heartbeat in my arms

Kissing each blood cell

before they circulate in your body

© AK~

At the beach

29 Mar 2021 1 Comment

by AKS in Loving You

When the waves kiss the shore

I can hear your voice

Singing to me

When the Sun embrace the sea

And the sky turns orange

I can see my Reflection

Drowning In your eyes

AK~

Addicted to you

25 Mar 2021 Leave a comment

by AKS in Beloved, Love, Loving You, Memories Tags:

You

Like a

Sweet Nectar

Causing

Ecstasy

Pleasing

My senses

Addiction so strong

Leading to

Life threatening

Withdrawal

AK ~

Every second with every breath

15 Mar 2021 Leave a comment

by AKS in Beloved, Life, Love, Loving You Tags: , ,

You pulsate in my mind , with every heart beat, with every breath.

Like fruit existing in every blossom , even before we can actually see it grow, you exist in my thoughts, I know you are there but no one can see you, only I can enjoy your fragrance, in my being .

You have given a new meaning to the word Love, a unique, rare and immensely pleasurable feeling, just knowing you are there thinking about me too. It’s a life worth living no matter how difficult and hard, you make it easy.

Every second with every breath, I continue to fall …. and I know you will catch me … I continue to fall in Love with you .

AK ~

Scented touch

25 Feb 2021 Leave a comment

by AKS in Beloved, Love, Loving You, Memories Tags: ,

Parked in my driveway, I sat in my car

Holding hands with your fragrance

Long after you were gone

AK ~

Use that anger inside

22 Feb 2021 1 Comment

by AKS in Abuse, Abusive relation, Childhood trauma, Difficulties, Emotional abuse, Emotional black mail, Energy suckers, Human doormat, Pain, Stuck in relationship, Taken for granted, Unable to leave the relationship Tags: , , , , ,

My hands are bleeding

The rope is cutting through my skin

I am tired and my grip is losening

I can’t let go, I won’t let go

My eyes are closing

I think I am passing out

Its dark all around

No light, no help

Yes keep climbing

I can feel the cold dampness on my skin

the stench of something rotten

perhaps someone who was holding on

has finally given up

But I am not ready

I won’t fall

I ll fight till my last breath

You can’t take it away from me

Suddenly the anger awakens

And hands start to move

One after another

Let me out of this Hell

AK~

Scent Of Love

22 Feb 2021 1 Comment

by AKS in Beloved, Love, Loving You, Memories, Sufi/Mystic Tags: , , ,

Why
Wouldn’t
My
Words
Be
fragrant
I have
Talked
To
Flowers
for hours
About
You

AK~

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